John and I finally decided to start trying again. My heart aches. I really want another child to love and cuddle. I want to make Kylie Jade a big sister. I never knew how heartbreaking this process could be. I never knew I'd actually PLAN for a baby. I just assumed it would happen. As everyone around me is carrying babies, I find my heart breaking. I can't get away from it. It's constantly on my mind. I am a more positive person and am hoping I will have a wonderful, healthy pregnancy.
Just pray for us as we go through this journey of trying to conceive it's already got me messed up and it's only been one month.